Beginning of Holidays

Maybe i can officially quote today as the beginning of my school holidays, ok it sounds so kiddo right? Anyway, it doesnt really matter which language im saying, as long as is "holiday" im sure is an universal language that everyone understands!!! Haha

Ok i know is so lame!! Last saturaday was watching "Guess guess guess" the Taiwan variety show, that night theme was "Zai(1) Nan(1) guys" - which refers to people that can stay in their house or room for up to a month without going out. So they were really featuring these guys that night, oh my god, they r really wat i see people with more serious communication problem that i do, especially got 2 (number 1 & 3 contestants) have the worst issue. They were to be going thru a make over and to give a group of university girls to choose which is the best looking after make over. The 3rd contestant behave like a stubborn kid, kept insist he wants to trim his hair to meet the standard of "Mu Chu Tuo Zai" the famous Jap. actor. So he just kept insisting to make over like him as he thinks he has that "Qi zhi". Oh god, i tell u my "hair" just stand loh, cus i imagine myself talking in such a manner i think i rather kill myself, no offence because they are really hard core to either gaming online or doing things indoor.

As for the 1st contestant, he talks loudly like me, BUT as in suddenly surge of volume kind of, me is partially deaf i think, due to constant blasting of music, so kind da cant hear myself talking louding. Anyway, this 1st contestant do look like Wang li hom the ABC singer, so he think he looks like him too so the hostress was asking him u do look like an "ABC" so he said ya also look like "DEF" wow really so cold loh the jokes, worst than my cold joke loh!!! haha...

Out of 5 of them, except for the 3rd contestant, the rest looks much much good looking. Just suai loh they all after make over. So is about look when u are out there in the society, sadly but must learn to accept reality that this world "dai yen kan ren".

They all do have a clear distinction, is the way they walk is very odd. So the reason why im mentioning this particular episode is because i sometimes do feel that im like them, as in introvent n doesnt want to mix with the pple around me, i really rather be quiet and reserve ( but im sure most pple reading this will sure ly say out "Oh ya right" to my above comment) hahah but is true loh. :P

Oh ya, i had created a new blog with layout n skin and some other modifications. So i think i will start blogging over there soon.... Soi think my class mates i wil ltell them verbally.

Below are some information for pple that interested in knowing the new blog address:
1) Call me @ my mobile number , cus i think is fun telling u personally on my phone on my new address im sure pple wont understand it!! hahaha..
2) As for some who dnt want to let me know their number can call me using private number, then i call tell u verbally also, cus is fun i think telling the new blog address!!
3) Refer to any of the above.
4) Refer to number 3

So ya.... those need my number can post me and ask i put it here, my nubmer almost everyone has it i guess.. Take care everyone!!!

6th Winning

Top 2 pic are the sweets i won today with a lousy prize!!! Im the first customer cus i woke up quite early then got bored... Went Tiong Bahru had Mac with time machine!!! Haha... Wanted to go for some Lan gaming but too early so i went back to CWP and be first customer hahhaa so wasted again but mostly last time le loh, cus jus try luck but try and try till sat there played... hahha...

Then the 3rd pic i called it "Pyramid of sweets" hahaha is so much sweets, especially the bottom container, so scary loh!! So i decided to give to the "Guan Ying" temple at bugis street. So can pray pray le then can give to pple and bless pple. Cant give to Orpanage as in long term it will mean the children will need to visit dentist more, so better to give to temple to re distribute, my mum will be my distributor!! haha...

Day when the war had just ended for the time being

At last, i had passed the last battle for the time being that is. Evaluating the papers i taken for this semester, MAB is indeed the killer of all. Which happen to be the paper i took this morning, it was my worst fear. I think all my answers for calculation is incorrect. I really hope that they will give me sympathy marks of the 6 questions to 35 marks. Which is roughly 6marks per question. Im glad enough to pass this paper. My tests are Credit but only did i realise i had to pass this exam paper in order to include the 2 tests. Damn....!! Though knowing doesn't had helped me in anyway, i had tried to bomb everything i know, my fav. Flexible budget really turned out to be hellish, i made a mistake in my personal notes till now then i realised.

During the paper my gut instinct told me it was wrong but i trusted my notes. Too late for being compliance, overall i think i tried my best even at the period where im lost. So i hope i can pass. For net present value, i just recall the format and draft the format with those possible values. I know those value are incorrect, cus all of them are cash inflow!! hahaha.!! Given that situation, that is wat i produced. Rest questions i love the first question which i had foreesee pple to hate it!! Cus is all theories based for 15 marks!! Maybe i can get 13marks? so i left with 22 marks of 6 questions about 5 makrs per the other question?

Anyway, to be frank i think this paper is not that difficult YET i dnt know how to do. Yes, i know is contradicting, but i really think is not tat hard, but i still didnt get the right answer. Ok, let me put it this way, as compared to wat i had seen in previous papers which im blank on when i saw them only like the day b4 this paper is much easier. I was like at Lido there from 1pm to 830pm to recap my stuffs, which basically i only get to finish my analysis for the Topic 10 on NVP. For a moment, i m giving up and leave it to chances that it will not be out this year (which nv failed to be part of the question every semester) So i did wat i can only, to c wats the technical aspects and apply, which i had mentioned eariler that 1 of the question i wrote crap in it. Image my answer wrong i still able to provide my "report analysis" on the capital expenditure decison to accept or reject the decision to lease or purcahse the permises.

But i think i put it very clearly, "ACCORDING TO MY FINDINGS", since is positive so we will accept the decision, and i think i also didnt stated clearly on which decision, cus i not sure wats the decsion so i jus leave it open haha!! Basically i jus didnt follow blinding i think, I think tat NVP question need 2 set of NVP analysis, but because when i realised it, it was like too late to change it and moreover im strucked on Q3 for quite a bit. So i really had to rush thru all the remaining 3 questions.

Head still spins like hell, was suppose to go out tonight, but really not sure the rest, was like confirmed then suddenly everyone seems like dnt wanmna go. So in the end i think is going out ba. Im ok with everything, cus as long there isn't exams im glad im sttill alive. Now is jus time to change things in my life....and to reopen things to put on the "table" to resolve it. Time machine issue is the biggest of all, a decision has to be made b4 school reopens, but i think i told her le after her exams first ba. Think is more or less i know wats the result and i m beginning to change my mind set over, just tat i need to be strong.Apparently, i realised im quite weak this semester, my mental strength is unlike b4, which is why my productivity for my studies is sucks to the core!! But is over, is time to set aims to improve myself, i just love the feeling of day right after exams, is like quite similar the scene where u about to travel overseas for a tour, and on the way to Airport(ok tats for those seldom get to travel, tat is why i feel tat way).

So i will really treasure today, and the last time i went to Korea, i had mixed feelings and i totally got no feeling about the trip that i used to have. Looking forward for the next trip, which i think not near future. I still prefer to travel to Bangkok, and for a change i will wan to go taiwan. Bangkok is like my 2nd home, if i have money and retiring, maybe bangkok is where i wan to stay, but of course, in the course of life, pple changes, which im sure i would go somewhere that there is 4 seasons with someone i love (also if there is) and spent old age there. I wan a lake house or a built in 3 story house with a salt water fishing pond so i can fish everyday. After exams, is ok to dream and fantasize abit rright...!! hahah no harm right!! Better than fantasizing something "else"!! hahaha..

Anyway, yesterday i was stress till i first time eat burger without Chili sauce, when i have the capacity to do so, but because time is running out, i just eat and realise is not bad too. So just now for lunch i ate the same burger but with jus 1 pack of chili which im capable of at least 6 for a simple burger. Hahahah... no choice inherited all the wrong things!!! hahaha...
So my point is, sometimes is good to go out of the normal routine, and is like experience the other side of the horizon. Few times i had changed my inflexibilties and the results was desirable, including this. Fishing is my next thing i wanna do, either back to my usual fishing pond that need $$, or i m going to try out those reservoir which i seen many great results than when im paying!!! haha... Is about luck loh, only when the fish is hooked then is where skill comes in. My biggest catch was 8-9.5 KG Sea bass.... Damn it took me like 15-20mins to land tat fish!! Fishing is much much addictive that gambling, from my point of view that is. I just love fishing at fishing pond cus at least the rate of landing a catch is greater!! I last started the fishing back 1998 maybe or a year earlier, because i bought during tat time the well known fishing magazine "SEA" fisihng magazine, so roughly the time line is there. The "kick" of a fish biting and striking it.... wow.. i tell u it can be compared to ecstasy (although i nv taken a pill) but is just use to exaggrate that type of feeling....

The last time i went to the pond, i caught none paying $35 but happened tat day i forgot to pay!! whahaha but nothing to lose la cus i caught nothing and they didnt release the fish cus im the only "freak" there!! haha... Is like a kelong and kampong situated at Yishun and is very "wu-Lu" but i like the environment there, is like really a place for u to rejuvenate... And that pond is like not releasing fish as i heard from word-of-mouth and even that it soon will be reclaim back by govt. Hope my dad is just kidding, anyway i will sure visit there and to take some photos apparently i do have a clip of me with 1 of the fish, ok i upload with this!! haha...

Wow, think im gonna say by alot that my entry is so long!! Told u all le ma, after exams i got time in the world for 1 mth to do wat ever i want!!! haha.....Anyway, my complexion is getting worst for the terrible insonmia and lack of leisure and eating of Fast-food student meal!! Hai... so jia lat, "ren" already so average, im just getting more plain... should change my setting from "an average joe" to "plain joe" le loh!!!!

Think all my crappiness is finding its way thru already, just now ate KFC go crap with the auntie delivering the food to my table, happened that my number card is "6" so i flick over and told her my is "9" hahaha she was like hesitate before she realised i disturbing her!! So im not chi hong la, i crap to anyone even old ladies if they are frenly la!!! hahaha...

IM FREE for 1 month !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5th winning

Think im really so bo leow and hai stressful perhaps?? Cant study can only know how to go relax man. Is drawing near my exams, and im still slacking like nobody business. Perhaps around me there are really alot of things flowing into my thoughts. Life is basically so bored, just now after dinner still cant study, then went to pasar malam to shop and bought a burger.. hai.. eat and eat is all i seems to know. Time machine told me she is facing the same thing too, last time, wat happens to her will eventually be passed to me, almost anything thing, is like wat she is suffering i wil lget it too :)

Anyway, is not tat point though. She just doesnt know wat she wants.... After exams i will change a new blog, for those tat i have no contact to if u wan maybe can tell me b4 i remove so i can "SOMEHOW" tell u the address discretely. Enhancing the blog at full blown!! hahaa..

Spider man 3 is nice, should go watched it everyone, but remember to watch the first 2 part. BTW, keep a look out at the Jazz bar at where MJ works, cus there is a small odd scene on the back ground which my fren and i had noticed which ernest said he didnt notice, so perhaps pple out there can comment whether had they saw wat i see:)

Anyway, im realyl tired and bored and jsut aimless as usual.. I think there are alot of missing pieces in it... My new blog, will have a "love story" attached to it!! cus i wanna write a story hahaha maybe after exams more free first.. then u all can c how was my time machine and i was!! hahah just a thoguht, but Blog add will change ba.. cus i need to enhance it... is like applying strategy for developing growth thru product expansion grid, this should be "product development" ? Since is offering modified/new product to the existing market!! hahaha... Think im mad already!!! :(

cya .... pple..

4th Time winning

Today, suppose to mug, but in the end, end up at time zone playing the same old addictive sweet pushing machine!! haha.. cus got a couple played till like 3 steps to

jackpot, so i asked the pple around whether they wanna play since i thought they were gonna finished it to the finale, so the girl asked the tattoo bf to stop playing, so i took advantage of the situation loh. But im steady de loh, i asked those like watching them played, whether they wanna play. Since no one the i go and change $12 to play. But failed to win within that amt. So i topped up another $10, then i think another $3 i won this pic as the winnings.

So basically im so dead, really suppose to study but end up throwing money away... Just too sian i guess, hai.. the thought of MAB kills me, so i think i realyl cant make it. My threshold level for mugging is so low, had been unproductive for too many times. Think Wednesday i will just go catch Spiderman 3!!! Haha... Cant wait till 11th May... Anyway, tomorrow had to go work, im dried up spending on non-sensical things like "donating" to Singapore Pools as usual, and to Timezone... I must donate more la, for some "social-related" deeds, just like cause-related marketing!! haha....

So maybe during picking calls tat time then i blog again ba... yawn... currently life is just so dull.. but i do believe schooling is the best time to really "enjoy" life... Working is when u going do non-stop but if u do something u love, im sure is gonna be a good thing. I pray and wished i be doing something tat i love in future!!! hahaha Like loving my wife?? hahahah if there is only hahah cus i wan to be a bachelor!! jus saying only la :P

阿沁 - 我非常爱你

我讨厌阴天的风，冰的那么刺通。只有你能够浮萍所有的寂寞. 昨天的风正在瞧落泪水流到里路口。我很不想让你找到离开的理由 每夜闭上眼睛我看到了恶魔。
因为想但是旁边的人不希望。天空是开一道裂缝。
世界刻到我心中。
不想装作脆弱。也不想爱的懦弱。
其实我非常爱你不想失去你.
难道我没有权利.说我不愿意.
你给了他的吻.虽然却只有一吻.
可知道我渴望抓到你的心.
我知道他很爱你.你怕他伤心.
我每天假装开心.害怕你离去可不可以任性.求求你不要去.
总在我心里最后一句其实很爱你.
每夜闭上眼睛我看到了恶魔.因为想但是旁边的人不希望.
天空是开一道裂缝.世界搁到我心中.
不想装做脆弱.也不想爱的懦弱.其实我非常爱你.不想失去你.
难道我没有权利说我不愿意.
你给了他的吻.虽然只有一吻.
可你知道我多渴望抓住你的心.
我知道他很爱你.
你怕他伤心.我每天装做开心.就是怕你离去.
可不可以任性.求求你不要去.
藏在我心里.最后一句.其实很爱你.
可不可以任性.求求你不要去放在我心里.
最后一句很爱你

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TODAY IS A BAD DAY

TODAY IS JUST A TERRIBLE BAD FOULED- TEMPER MOOD!!! SO ALL WILL BE IN CAPSSSSSSS... IM SUPER AGITATED, THIS WORLD LIFE IS SELFISH, IM OPENING UP A STORE SOON TO SELL FISH...

HAD TO TYPE A BIT FAST, SUPER DAMN PC GAVE ME PROBLEMS AGAIN, I TELL U 1 DAY, LIKE TODAY I GOING TAKE A HAMMER AND SMASH IT FLAT.... F**K !!!

SCOLDED MY DOG FOR WAKING ME UP, BANG DOORS BANG TABLES YEP.. IM SUPER UN HAPPY WITH THINGS..

THATS IT, NOW IM SCOLDING MY BLOG.... DAMN AM I MAD WITH THINGS!!!

Prestige - the movie

After my "battle" today, was back home, hate and just hate the feeling on been in my room. Simply dislike at time when i had no time for relaxation. On the contrary, i do like my room very much, to the extend of loving it. Contradicting? Yes im becoming one each day, seem like becoming a girl each moment i contradict things. No hard feeling girls, i dnt mean all girls are contradicting species, matter of fact, they are more emotional than man. Ok this entry is not about Mars VS Venus for show.

Is actually about a DVD that i had bought, and was told by my sister that it was a bored movie, alot of talking and just all the negative comments. If not for today, that im bored to death i wouldn't have slot it into the DVD player and played it. True enough to my sister's critics, indeed the movie started off with a man talking. Then they put "[man 2]" talking, from its subtitles. Yes, but u really had to listen clearly to each and every word and with a little of observation thru the mid of the movie to make it out wat it was saying. I assured u for the gain in knowledge and insight of wat i call "wise man"? Perhaps, they cant be categorised as "wise" but this show get me into thinking alot of things. Actually, i dnt really know had it been making me think about things, but certainly, im totally affected by this movie. Is like my current displayed nick in MSN that says "Some pt of time in life,u realise beside,around,surrounding u is just vaccum.Worst of all, i found myself in this vacuum?!?" Thats how im feeling deep within me, is a vacuum. Maybe, this vacuum had always been there, im sure is there, cus this vacuum never filled up. Perhaps too "chim" for some to understand or is it too easy to decipher wat im trying say?? I think is so easy to decipher it right??

So this movie is just outstanding from my point of view that is. In short, is the story of 2 man in the 1870s-1890s or something like that. During that time, we all know it was the peak of threatre acting where plays are shown, which equivalent to today cinema. So these 2 young chap(early-thirties?) starring Hugh Jackman(better known as Wolverine in the X-Men) and Michael Caine with Scarlett Johansson. Both the men were magicians, initially was best of friends, worknig partners, and turn out to be killing each other using their magic but is not something like Harry Portter of course, that u says some kind of words like "ah bi ah bi bu" then u turned into a frog. Certainly no for this movie, is a very realistic movie. I was like thinking, David Copperfield might be cursing and swearing when he first saw this film. Basically, there isn't magic in this world as wat the film trying to bring across, is about "getting ur hands dirty" such as a bird trick that "disappear" into a table, end up back stage to be killed which is smashed with so many other bird at the back stage. Some other trick like the "catching bullet" that is just so dependant on the "volunter" who fires the gun. The best trick was actually the disappearing act, which was done by double. And they tried to outwit each other and battle to capture the market with each of their own which in the end killing alot peopl WHICH apparently are them selves. Sound odd?? No worries, apart from some occasion spelling mistakes in this entry, my meaning is clear from the words itself. Cant u all tell that this entry, the english is like kind of better?? For me, i think is slightly better at least.

So almost the end instead of magic, Hugh Jackman found a great man to invent a machine that really transports a person, maybe i should put as "transports" then using a double to do the disappearing act. This machine actually creates a clone of the other person tat uses this machine called "Telsa". So Hugh Jackman framed his that other buddy i was saying, whom they competing with each other. Eventually, Jackman successfully framed him, he was hung. Hugh Jackman thought he had the last laugh, think again....!!!

Remember the part where his "buddy" uses a double to do the disappearing act?? Yes, other 1 was actually his other counter part. Which towards the ending then the movie tell us and removed his disguise to be the exact same person. Confusing by now?? Ya is time to make a trip to ur nearest DVD shop to rent, beg, steal(i held no liabilty to my sentence - exemption clause hor everyone :P) ok sorry on my devivation to my crapiness. So the actual who was hung, was really hung but the other went to kill Jackman under his own theatre's storage room. Guess wat, yes, the end of the movie was he was killed by the "buddy" and i was saying earlier that each time he went into the "telsa" a clone of tat person will be created as a result. So beneath his theatre were all the clones bodies inside one of the containers.

Therefore, in the end, their mentor, was helping the "buddy" which indeed confusing but at least i understand why he did that.

I learnt that "magic" trick comes with 3 acts, 1st been the magician showing u something ordinary, 2ndly been the magician showing the ordinary thing disappear (remember the bird mentioned abv?) and lastly which is the name of the movie, the prestige is the last act in a magician performance which means showing the ordinary act disappear and to be RE-Appear!!!
Thats called prestige...

So thats sums up my summary, felt slightly better after my entry till now, yes i know is long, but only today i can write ahr, so if there is/are readers, maybe u divide it into a form of a collateral, which means different part to read? Anyway, i learnt tat from Comm. Law, under Collateral contracts which means different part of a contract, i love law but i cant do law. Hope i can do well to offset my other laspe in Accounting, to be honest, one cant be good at everything, though i always wish and tried to be best in everything, perhaps like i said many times as a pure virgo, im just an imperfect perfectionist... Maybe the fact i didnt do well for my MAB class tests amount to what i feeling, and mostly stil lbecause the fact that i still have 2 papers, and no joke, 1 of them is MAB. I try to study if my productivity level had been replenised some how or another. So cross my fingers hard tat i will be able to focus for the remaining 2 laps... AFter that i will work and work and work and also work to burn my time away, life is just like tat, i should realyl try hard to get used to it or not im gonna be compliance about it again.

Wish me luck for those that had finished their papers wor ;) i think i need alot of them to able to stay focus and still focus...and also focus... Didnt get to really have fun today, i dnt think i can also... Ok blog for so long, if i dnt ... jsut about to say, my pc showed me the warning to dc, damn it!! But is ok... just a poor computer...

C ya people!!! ;)